Dah more than 2 weeks I wean Adrian off and dah 2 weeks jugalah he haven’t drink any milk. Of course bila cerita ni to our GP, he’ll tell me it’s ok as long as Adrian is eating other food that has calcium in it. Memang betul Adrian makan makanan bercalcium like cheese, broccoli, spinach & kale. But as a mother, kesian tengok that he’s been drinking milk for 23 months, tiba2 kena stop macam tu je. To you memanglah Adrian dah big boy, but to me he’s still my baby boy.
Kita orang dah try macam2 susu but he’s against it. Memang Adrian nampak macam tak kisah tapi like I said, as a mother, hati ni of course akan menangis sekuat kuatnya sebab as if I’m not doing a good job as a mother, as his comforter.
I guess only a mother who nurse yang tau feeling ni macam mana. It made me cry the other day bila Adrian was scratching his back with his arm trying to reach his back lepas tu I catches a glimpsed of his shoulder bone yang connected with his arm. Scary bila ingat balik sebab all I can feel is his sharp bone, takde isi langsung. Do I feed him enough? Am I suppose to top up his food intake? Susahnya being a parents. Now I know how my parents felt when we were small.
Is this normal for a kid like Adrian rasa tulang macam tu? Is he too skinny? He eats non stop nowadays, selagi tak tidur all he did is munching his snacks. Tapi still tak cukup ke? Please Ya Allah, help me get through this 
