If anyone ask me of all the trimester, which one is the hardest? I say the first. I wish I’m among the 25% pregnant mothers who didn’t have any morning or evening sickness. Unfortunately I’m not among of them. Memang dengan Adrian dulu pun I’m not one of them. Masa dengan Adrian I think it’s worst than right now. Dulu nak brush teeth atau makan ubat pun tak boleh. Sure throw up balik or pening.
Sekarang ni still early so morning sickness tu takde la teruk lagi cuma I get extreme fatigue. I only get morning sickness not evening. My fatigue is so extreme sampai nak buang air besar pun dah rasa guna banyak sangat energy, nak pengsan dibuatnya sebab tak larat. But I knew I’ve to be strong for Adrian. Hubby bukan ada dekat rumah sebab dia kerjakan. So if I pass out, siapa nak look after Adrian masa tu. he wouldn’t know what to do. He didn’t know how to call hubby or the ambulance ke apa. Scary bila fikir balik. Tapi alhamdulillah Tuhan sayangkan Adrian, so dia buat I’m strong.
Did I tell you how lazy I am to get into the kitchen to cook. Sebab dah penat, bila penat of course malas nak buat apa2. Thank God, Adrian takde la being so difficult sangat. Thank God, he can sleep on his own with a help of his iPad & iPhone. iPad kena play his movie and iPhone kena play orang mengaji. Two combinations that can make him sleeps in no time and longer too. Thank you Abang baby sebab faham mummy!
Btw, Adrian had his 10th haircut yesternite tapi fringe je la. I’m not ready to let go rambut panjang dia lagi. Sayang wei!
Adrian tengah makan yogurt.
