>It took me 13 months to get back to my pre pregnancy weight to 55 kilos. Ok I’m still heavy then. I gained 9 kilos when I was pregnant, I ate so much but the scale always stops at 63.
Right after giving birth, I remembered I’m being scaled by the midwives, I only lose 3 kilos. I was like WTH, everyone lose a million and I only lose 3. Then I remember again that I had about 4 pints of blood transfusions and not to forget I had don’t know how many liters of IV fluid in me during surgery. No wonder I was being laughed the day after the surgery because my face and my hands were bloated with water. I was soooooo fugly!
Not only I was depress with Adrian is not feeling too well after birth, I was depressed with my post natal weight too. Few months after I then lose another 2 kilos, that makes my weight is 58. I’ve stayed around 58 for a very long time. It’s like that 58 love me so much that it doesn’t want to let go of me.
I hate checking my weight but yesterday I feel like checking it sebab curious jugakkan. And there it was, 55 1/2 kilos. Ok I seems to have a little more fat in me. I still look a bit chubby to you. Don’t worry, I feel it too. Being 55, is beyond words but I still do needs to shed another 2-3 kilos. I wanna be 53. 52 is magic. I knew it seems impossible to get to 53. I just wanna blame on the breastfeed, it keeps me hungry 24-7. Yes BF-ing burn hundreds of calories everyday but I keep topping up with unhealthy food. But I love BF-ing!
P/s: I think I know why I lose weight, it’s because I’ve been chasing my tod around the house lately. Not only he walks,he can run too, and hide and climb.
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