>I found out recently ada Muslim child care in Kenwick. Distance from our home right now memang jauh juga la. I won’t be working any time soon so buat masa sekarang takdelah masalah lagi.
We’ll be moving to our new house mostly by middle next year. I say, I should be working in 2012. I need to work. Everyone is putting hopes on me. By 2012 Adrian belum lagi boleh sekolah maka I need to send him to child care. Nak hantar rumah cousin, malulah. Asyik nak harapkan orang je. Plus, they have dogs. I don’t want Adrian go anywhere near their dogs. Hubby’s relative pulak dah tua and diaorang sendiri jaga cucu sendiri, out lah. A friend of mine jaga anak orang tapi duduk jauh pulak in Bunbury, about 2 hours from Perth.
I know nothing about child care in Malaysia but in here they provide foods for your kids. Rasanya Malaysia pun sama je kut. If I send Adrian to a nearby child care, it’s not a Muslim child care and most importantly they gonna feed him non-halal food even if they say they won’t. I’m sorry but I just don’t trust people easily.
Mana tau ada yang tengok adrian’s mummy pakai tudung and he’s a Muslim, and nak dijadikan cerita ada orang kat nursery tu benci Muslim dalam diam. So they feed Adrian non-halal food sebab Adrian knows nothing and won’t go complaining at me about all those things. Yes I think too much, so what! Anything can happen behind my back while I’m at work.
Nak hantar ke Muslim child care in Kenwick ni kena out of the way skit for 5-10 minutes. This means either me or hubby has to go out quite early to send Adrian bila dah pindah rumah barulah.
Sometimes I feel like not wanting to work at all. One reason for not to work is to look after my baby(ies). Few reasons for me to work; help hubby, earn my own money, realize everyone’s hope, fully utilize my degreeS. Did you see the capital S in my degree? See, it is so upsetting when I’ve to make a very hard decision.
If I choose A, one will be upset. If I choose B, the other will be upset too. Open up my own business? I’ve no clue whatsoever, or even the capability to do it. I’m good at nothing. Sigh…
Choose over my son or my long awaited career?
