Pantang dah habis

Yesterday was my last day of confinement period. Of course, i didn’t realized it was my last day until when my sister who’s confinement period is ending tomorrow smsed me. Honestly, i didn’t really care about what i eat and what i don’t. I only eat seafood a couple times, that was it. I have no time to look after myself, my house chores or even Arif just because i never have time to spend myself at home without worrying a thing. It was my fate to spend most of my confinement period in an hospital. I was sleepless and tired but nothing makes me more happy than seeing Adrian everyday from 7.30am to 7 at night, that was then. Now Adrian’s is coping very well, he gained weight again to 4.19kg. When i took a glimpsed of him siting on his car seat at the back when driving, i can see his chubbyness is really obvious.

Last night also, we catched a glimpsed of Adrian’s first tear. It was weeks ago when i first noticed his eyelash was quiet wet, no tears but wet only. And last night the tears were just a smudge, it’s not like he can cry a river within a night right.

We also had been adjusting ourself to Adrian’s time, we have to wake up at least 1-2 hours at night just to feed him. No wonder he gain that much. He had rashes on his face, chin and ears but not to worry, doctor told me it was just a normal rash that can be cure with moisturiser or olive oil.